Procrastination

I leave in 6 days. The question remains...have I started packing yet? the answer...a simple no. Usually I like to pack because that means that I'm going on a trip, and who doesn't like going on a trip? Well the truth of the matter is, I can't bring myself to pack because I'm not quite sure if I'm ready to embark on this new journey. As I told Andrea last night on the phone, my goal is to not pack Wednesday night...but knowing me, I will probably put it off until then and then drive myself insane with the stress of packing for 5 months! It's true...I do it to myself, and I never learn. But hey, life would be no fun if we always learned from our mistakes and never made new mistakes. Mistakes are fun, and leaving packing until the last minute is definitely NOT a fun mistake. Is this even making sense? who knows....take it all with a grain of salt.